Denzel Tadiwa Maveve otsanangura zvakaita kuti asiyane nemusikana wake, anoti ari kurarama nema injection nekuda kwe Chirwere Che Moyo & haana wakakwanisa kuudza nekuti ma doctors Vakamuti aitwe heart transplant Akaramba achitya kuti anogona kuzotadza kumuka zvikamuuraya, He is now living in fear of death
postAll of you don't even know this but ive been living with injections and medications for the past months now and my doctors are always saying why are you Depressed, they have been telling me that very soon you are gonna collapse and die because I also have a heart problem caused by Cardiomyopathy, Coronary artery disease,and no one knows about this even the closest people to me or my Family l even went on to refuse a heart transplant because im afraid l wont wake up again. Its painful and hard to live a life were you don't know if you wake up the next morning…
To be honest I'm afraid sometimes because I have dreams and goals I want to archive just like any other Man out there I also want a nice car, home and a stable ,happy family but the fact that I have to live everyday like it's my last day on earth is killing me slowly and lm getting impatient cause l really feel like time is against me and l wont archive what l want early ,l still need to work hard for the life l want even though l dont have time..
I've tried to talk to my friends about it (Magic) kuti bro if I die one day muchaitaseil and it ends up as a joke but indirectly I'm trying to warn him kuti one day l will just fall tiripakati peskit bro and I'm gone and you guys you are too close to me too much,l don't want you heartbroken boiz rangu l dont even know if he notices but sometimes l just change my mood or keep quiet or ndongoti ndakuenda kumba oshaya kuti chiii , the reason l stay very far away from my friends and l stay alone is l dont want them to see the Pain l go through everyday and l have to smile as if everything ok….I once had a girlfriend who noticed all of this sickness and everything but unfortunately l had to break up with her cause l thought she would use it against me one day and lm really sorry??
One of the reasons you see me at church and love God so much is if l won't wake up one day at least l want to make it in Heaven that's why I will worship God forever and i will love God always despite the fact that I'm sick and might just die anytime soon from now...
The reason why i wrote what i wrote on my previous stories is l honestly want to fix everything with everyone I have no bad intentions or anything cause anytime might be BAD NEWS for me and i have a lot of words on my chest so i decided to tell them how I really feel ,l’m also human and I make mistakes everyday and if I've wronged you knowingly or unknowingly please find a place in your heart to forgive me ??BECAUSE NGUVA YEKURARAMA KWANGU YAASHOMA
I love you so much guys your support and love keeps me going you are my Fans and Ndiri munhu wenyu and what ever im going through you guys deserve to know….♥️??
