I have been rejected
And broken
Sometimes even spat on
I was made to feel stupid when I was young
When the pain comes rushing I lock it in
Sometimes I feel nothing at all
Sometimes I need someone to hold me
Sometimes I carry on just to be brought down again
I preach happiness with my actions
Then fake my way through life
I have learnt to wear the uniform of happiness so perfectly
I learnt the hard way that the world is so cruel
The experience is enough for me to know that my battles are mine alone
Since you're not here anymore
I cant let anyone in
I can't let anyone know
but sometimes
I can't fake it as well
Sometimes I feel like dying
But all I can ever do is
just fall
Then get back on my feet just after
Inorder to carry on
Like everything around me is ok .
I'm in need of a life line, that's why I wrote you this song .
